Just as it's past the 6th month mark in my new working environment, i get some news. There'd be changes, not sure if they are small or big. It could be HUGE even. Initially I thought I could get through it, but after some time I came to realise, it's not that easy.Got the news on Saturday, and there goes my weekend. The ultimate weekend i planned to spend quality time with my mini-family, as me and hubs celebrate our 10th year together. I shadowed my worries and fears behind the excitement and fun seeing E happy in the pool. Then Sunday, we came back home, and as I went to church alone, I had the chance to listen to the readings, gospel and sermon more attentively. It hit me right at the spot, when father said, sometimes we ask,"why me Lord?" or "why the Tsunami?" or "why the earthquake?". Then father simply stated, that the Lord's answer is simple, " So that my WORKS can be seen in you!" wow...powderful tu...
We all have a purpose and a reason,our ways will never match GOD's ways..all we need to do is surrender our lives and realised that if we trust in HIM, we can make it through.
As I was driving ,to pick hubs and E from ss5, i was listening to this ,
and i cried and sobbed and i finally poured out. I realised life is always a struggle. The more we try to be HIS disciple, the more struggles and obstacles we face. But i hold strong to my faith in HIM and hope that when i go back and meet my God, I can be proud that I leaned on HIM and kept the faith.
